Everything seems so obvious

U think u know someone. Actually U don't. Let me call it an end. It’s been 3 months. Maybe it would be better to end all of these. In the beginning, everything seems fine, but just the small thing happened, it makes me understand a man thoroughly. He’s so shallow. It’s not worthy, right? I know that deep inside. I really need to end this right now. And I won’t get hurt. Or I’ve already got hurt >< My feeling hurts.

maybe I'm wrong

Usually I take things too easily, but maybe others dont think the same way with me. I know being in love is not so easy, but somehow I still have hope. I want to have simple and pure love. Two of us can share life together. U can call these two people "lovers", but I want to call them "life partners". This is what I want. I want to keep the relationship soooooooooooooooo simple. No suspicion, no sheme, just simple as the pure water. I want that everything goes slowly. Nowadays, everything goes so fast. I dont like this kind of phenomena. If everyone does the same thing, does that mean I should do the same?????? I dont think so. U can call me freak, but I still want to be myself. I want to tell u Ive tried already. Is it not enough????? :(