being alone

being alone seems sad
this is the first step to live a new life
no friend
only myself
last year when I felt alone, I used to went to the place friends live in.
This year should be different
I can't always count on others
I should find something interesting by myself
and I should take this year as a preparing year, like the year that I study abroad
everyone would change
even best friends
I should have known that
so don't complain, don't whine
they have their own life, so do I
sometimes they would be cruel~