Day 4 after we were over

Today I still think of him sometimes. I want to text him, but I know it's not right. Be dumped by the same person at the second time How stupid I am. I dont want to be together anymore, but I still think of him. Why am I stupid like the person who is afraid to face me and tell me that he doesnt like me anymore? Maybe he has others Maybe....................... Everything is mistake. It shouldnt start in the beginning. I want to post my sadness on my facebook, but I cant. I only can toughen up and stop thinking, but it's really hard. Gosh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear God Can u ask him to text me and explain what happened about everything? Suddendly I feel empty in my heart. so empty~~